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Dear NXE,
I like your new look, your new sleek design. So smoothly do you move in my hands. With options like Parties, and the way little people wave to me as I slide by. I want to wave back at those cheerful little folks. So happy to see I've signed in.
But I ask this.
In this new generation of women's rights, and equality for all, I beg you to realize something.
NOT EVERY GODDAMN WOMAN IN THE WORLD HAS HAIR THAT ONLY REACHES HER SHOULDERS!
I almost went bald to spite this obvious lack of understanding a woman's vanity, though only represented in the form of a hyper-active, slightly rounded Lego-Me. And by bald, I meant my little Lego counterpart.
If the programming for longer hair was just too damn difficult, I don't want to know how long you worked on the wonderful double buns look, or the mohawk.
Give me some fucking hair please.
Not Xtremely Ecstatic,
Denae
Journal #511
P.S. All you men look fucking sexy in those high-crotched/high-water pants, btw. Rawr.
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SO LIFE LIKE
I tried to get my NXE avatar to look like me, but finally just said fuck it and instead did the Fonz.
"AYYYYYYYYYYYYY. "
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Good day
Ever had one of those days where you get up, get ready to go and just have that confidence in yourself that you know you look good for the day and it will be a good day. Today was my good day. I know it won't last but every few years or so I have one...
I got my hubby's Christmas present that I am paying for with money I earned (not easy when you are a stay at home mom) that felt great. Got some pesky tax things taken care of. Last, we went to the yearly board meeting and I was appointed to a board position. That was awesome cause it ticked off some other chick who has jealousy issues.
So then: When was your last "good" day and what did you do?
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#246: I'm a What?
This journal contains swearing & many "F-bomb" words, along with political talk, & racist words. If that offends you, go somewhere else.
Reading a friend's journal this morning as I wait for my first driver to come in, I was reminded of an incident from yesterday that just makes me wanna say "Fuck you America." I wanted to type about this last night, but I was too tired to even wanna think about it.
I'm sitting down at my desk here at work yesterday, doing paperwork as students come in for their class, & a girl walks in with her dad about 5 or 6 feet behind her. I figure that his daughter is maybe 16 or 17, & she walks in & asks what they need to do to get her driver's license.
As I start explaining, her dad makes it into the office, looks at me, & just starts screaming at me. "WHAT THE HELL IS THIS? YOU'RE TEACHER? NO....*SHAKES HEAD*....NO, HELL NO!!! NO WAY IN FUCKING HELL MY DAUGHTER IS GOING TO BE TAUGHT HOW TO DRIVE BY AN OBAMA SUPPORTER! FUCK NO!"
At this point, he grabs her by the arm, & starts pulling her out the door, saying "We don't need their service! We don't need the service of any company who hires fucking niggers that voted for the devil! C'mon goddammit!" and he yanks her out the door (the whole time, his daughter is looking at me apologetically, & just tearing up, like this has happened before) and he turns and screams back at me "FUCK THIS! NO! I'M DONE WITH THIS SHIT! I'M NOT HAVING MY DAUGHTER BE TAUGHT DRIVER'S EDUCATION BY A DIRTY FUCKING NIGGER!" He starts mumbling unintelligibly (sp?) about Obama as they get in their Avalanche & speed out of the parking lot.
I stood up & started walking towards them as they made it out the door, with the full intention of showing him what kind of "fucking dirty nigger" I can be, but he was moving faster than I previously judged.
Seriously, what the hell?
I'll support our new President until he leads us into the 10th level of hell (Ghostbusters reference btw), and I won't do it because he's colored like me, I won't do it because I agree with his policies or decisions, I'll do it because the American people that I once took an oath to protect, the country I was, and still am, willing to give my life for, has voted, & they want him to lead us for the next 4 fucking years. I will support the people's choice, the American choice, until I believe it is moving in the very seriously wrong direction.
I don't care about skin color, I care about the change he said he'd bring. If he doesn't bring it? Well, that's life. There's always next time.
But seriously, I'm so fucking sick of people asking me "Did you vote for Obama? You must be happy Obama won, huh? Oh look, Obama's best friend! *cough niggerlovercough!* Hey hey! I can tell you didn't vote for the white guy!"
This country is going to shit, and it's not because of who we voted for as president, it's not because of ol' George Bush taking us to war, it's because people are still stuck in the fucking 1800's, assuming that electing a "nigger" is going to bring about the apocalypse, or plunge our country into terrorism, or make white people have to work cotton fields, or bla bla bla bla fucking goddamn bla!
Fuck you close-minded assholes who break up your families for a fucking election. Fuck you pathetic nazi-wannabes who will only know nothing but hatred for the rest of your pathetic lives. Fuck you sorry POC's & "white people" who only voted based on color, & not on actual political stance. Fuck you sorry sonsofbitches who think it's funny to joke about assassinating the President Elect, yet have a sense of seriousness behind it. You're all so fucking busy bitching about Obama & McCain (sp?) that you can't get off your fat asses and do some good for this country! Fuck you! You wanna fight terrorists? Look in the fucking mirror and fight the racist bigotry in your pathetic white-trash/ghetto thug lives! FUCK YOU!
One more time, & I'll show them just what kind of devil is stored inside of me, one more fucking time.
--ConVigi--
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TOILET DAY LEFT A SHITTY MESS
Yesterday my mom called me to tell me it's toilet day.
Today I had to call my mom and tell her that Peenutty and I can't make it to Tennessee for Thanksgiving.
I told her that work is so hectic (due to the sales being strong, which is a good thing) that we can't afford to take time off because we have to make sure everything gets done and there is a lot to get done.
My mom understood..... Sucker, I'm really not going so I can stay home and play Fable 2.
I really wanted to go back so I'm pretty bumbed and feeling a little emo at the moment. I think I'm going to go sit in the dark and listen to Linkin Park and write really bad poems about how much Suburbia sucks.
I'm really going to miss all the friends and family (around 30 people were going to be there) but even more then that I'm really going to miss the food. Man, my family can cook. They also get a smoked turkey. All other Thanksgiving turkeys are like eating wall spackle after you've had a smoked turkey. *sigh*
Last year they also had a mini keg of micro brew and after pretty much spending the whole day drinking, I decided it would be fun to jump over the bonfire that night. However, since I had failed to adjust for wind conditions and the fact that I had been drinking all day it turned into jumping in the bonfire rather then over. I still have the burn marks on my shoe.
Since you can't have bonfires in California, because half the state will go up in flames, I won't be able to keep my Thanksgiving day tradition of fire jumping. The glorious reign ends after only one year.... but damn it was a good run. I suppose I could get drunk and jump in my in laws pool, but it's just not the same.
At least it's nice to have another family close by to be able to spend the Holiday and for that I am thankful. Although I still haven't forgiven her side of the family after one Thanksgiving where the cooked the driest turkey I have ever eaten and her brother continually tried to have a conversation with me while the Chicago Bears where on.
That shouldn't be a problem this year..... because the Bears don't play and I'm bringing my own turkey.
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